Jeff was sure he was having a heart attack. His heart was                            pounding faster than it ever had before. His chest ached                            and the pain radiated toward his left arm. He felt shaky.                            As he tried to focus on what was happening to him, the                            world grew distant and unreal. Anxiety welled up. Jeff                            managed to call his physician, who arranged for quick                            transport to the emergency room. There, however, a battery                            of tests failed to reveal the cause of his symptoms.                            A second attack occurred a few days later, and still                            no physiological cause could be found. Before long,                            panic attacks had become part of Jeff’s life. 
Recognizing Panic Disorder
Everyone sometimes feels anxious for no identifiable                            reason. At these times we think, “Something is happening—I                            must stay alert.” Panic victims share these feelings,                            but for them the stakes are higher. Their distress is                            so overwhelming that the fearful possibilities take                            on mammoth proportions. “I’m having a heart attack,”                            they think, or “I’m losing my mind.” We all experience                            periods of vague anxiety, which often pass without our                            ever discovering or having to acknowledge the causes.                            Panic anxiety, however, is the cue for a determined                            (and often desperate) search for a source.
Panic attacks are characterized by rapidly escalating                            and overwhelming anxiety. In the beginning, panickers                            are rarely able to identify what has made them anxious,                            describing the episodes as occurring “out of the blue.”                            The attacks are triggered by frightening physical sensations                            that occur suddenly, much like an unconscious reflex.                            Among the most common are shortness of breath, a rapid                            heart rate, heart palpitations, sweating, trembling,                            a feeling of choking, chest pain, nausea, and dizziness.                            Frightened sufferers develop painfully sharp sensitivity                            to these sensations, often making several trips to the                            emergency room before they finally realize that their                            symptoms are panic-related.
Physical sensations alone are not the core of the illness.                            Fearful thoughts, unpleasant emotions, avoidant behaviors,                            disturbing sensations, and deteriorating relationships                            all collude with one another to maintain panic. Thoughts                            such as the fear of dying or of having a mental breakdown                            are common. Even mild anxiety can trigger an attack,                            and any disturbing emotion can be interpreted as a precursor                            to full-fledged panic.
Gradually, the fear of having an attack in public leads                            the panicker to avoid those places—a disorder known                            as agoraphobia. Problems in relationships, which may                            have been the original source of anxiety, become worse                            as panic episodes develop. Difficulty with self-assertiveness                            and with the resolution of conflicts increases. Friends                            and partners are often frustrated because they cannot                            understand what is happening.
The Road to Recovery
Fortunately, panic disorder can be treated successfully,                            frequently with a combination of psychotherapy and medication.                            Panic sufferers are now turning to yoga for help as                            well, for yoga offers a wide range of stress-reducing                            tools. An ancient model of recovery can be found in                            the Yoga Sutra of Patanjali, one which is also embodied                            in the Four Noble Truths of the Buddha. In its briefest                            form, this model is an outline of the stages in the                            healing process, presented here as four questions:
1. What is the nature of the pain that all humans experience?
2. What is the cause of that pain?
3. What will be experienced when the pain is removed?
4. How can the pain be removed?
Yoga tells us that before searching for a cure it is                            important to look deeply into the nature and causes                            of illness. It is also important to get an idea of how                            things will be when symptoms have been removed, because                            otherwise we may have illusions about what recovery                            will be like. For example, eliminating anxiety is not                            the outcome of treatment for panic—the outcome is the                            ability to manage anxious feelings.
If we rewrite the four questions of the ancient model,                            focusing on panic attacks, they might read:
1. What is panic disorder?
2. What causes it?
3. What will life be like for the person who has overcome                            panic attacks?
4. How is recovery accomplished?
Looking for                            a Cause
Biologically oriented physicians have tended to attribute                            panic symptoms to problems of the nervous system. Jacob                            DaCosta, a Civil War physician, set the tone when he                            wrote, “It seems to me most likely that the heart has                            become irritable from its overreaction and frequent                            excitement, and that disordered innervation keeps it                            so.” This focus on biochemistry and physiology led to                            the development of tranquilizers.
Not long afterwards, Freud identified a form of anxiety                            that appeared in discrete, time-limited episodes. “An                            anxiety attack of this sort,” he wrote, “may have linked                            to it a disturbance of one or more of the bodily functions—such                            as respiration, heart action, vasomotor innervation,                            or glandular activity.” Nearly one hundred years later,                            this focus on the emotional component of panic has resulted                            in the psychiatric diagnosis called Panic Disorder.
More recently, clinicians have been exploring the role                            of disturbed breathing in panic attacks. As early as                            1950, the physician R. L. Rice maintained that anxiety                            attacks were often the result, not the cause, of disturbed                            breathing; now psychotherapies for panic that include                            breath training are state-of-the-art. (Even so, very                            little training in this area is available to clinicians.)
Those who are familiar with yoga will recognize the                            classic body-breath-mind triad in these three points                            of view. But if a single cause for panic disorder exists,                            it has yet to be discovered. Instead, these three areas                            seem to interact with one another, forming feedback                            loops that grow larger if not addressed in some way.
For example, if someone is afraid of going to public                            places, then self-esteem plummets, fears increase, opportunities                            for relationships are limited, and panic-prone factors                            such as the fear of being labeled “incompetent” grow.                            Conversely, if the fear has been overcome, then self-esteem                            improves, fearful thinking is reduced, opportunities                            for relationships expand, and panic-prone factors are                            undermined.
The First Steps to Recovery
We have already seen what panic disorder is and we have                            a general idea of what causes it. Our next step is to                            discover how yoga, coupled with clinical experience,                            can help panickers take the steps necessary to recover.                            The first priority is to manage the frightening physical                            sensations accompanying panic attacks, because they                            will make any other work impossible. Panickers walk                            on pins and needles attempting to avoid the sudden,                            uncontrollable symptoms of their disorder, and because                            these involve rapid arousal of the nervous system, it                            is imperative to find ways to strengthen the nerves                            and calm anxiety.
Arousal is subtle and is triggered in a number of ways,                            but the key to calming it is to learn how to “talk”                            to the nerves, how to communicate across the great divide                            between voluntary and involuntary functioning. Once                            the panicker has learned to manage involuntary reactions,                            the sense of being out of control is enormously reduced.
Yoga training can be particularly useful here, for yoga                            teaches us how to interact with the nervous system.                            If we want to soothe and strengthen it, we need to learn                            deep, relaxed yogic breathing. Regardless of the pathways                            of arousal, breathing is the language of nervous system                            balance and control.
To illustrate this relationship, imagine how you would                            react if you were walking along a dark street, and a                            pointed object were thrust suddenly into your back.                            You might gasp, then tense your whole body. Gasping                            is the natural reaction to sudden fear. If you discovered                            that the attacker was only a friend playing a joke,                            you might sigh with relief. Then your breath might become                            agitated as your fear turned to irritation. The way                            you breathe reflects how you feel.
This relationship between breath and nerves is a two-way                            street. Just as emotions create changes in breathing,                            so changing our style of breathing can alter the way                            we feel. Breathing is the only involuntary function                            that can be easily and voluntarily controlled. During                            times of panic, relaxed, controlled breathing will give                            us immediate access to the nervous system. This means                            that by changing our breathing, we can change the condition                            of our nerves when tension disturbs and frightens us.                            Then, when breathing is relaxed and the panic response                            has been calmed, the underlying anxiety can be gradually                            brought to conscious awareness for processing.
Learning Relaxed Breathing
Practicing yoga is a good way to learn breathing skills,                            for it is a gradual process, often needing considerable                            support over a period of time. Yoga teachers quickly                            recognize when a student is having trouble (as is often                            the case with panickers), and they know a wide variety                            of alternate practices that will help the student master                            breathing skills.
The ultimate goal of breath training is to make smooth,                            diaphragmatic breathing a twenty-four hour habit. The                            corpse pose (lying on the back) and the crocodile pose                            (lying on the stomach with arms folded under the forehead)                            are both helpful training postures. Breathing with a                            ten-pound sandbag on the upper abdomen while lying in                            the corpse pose will help to strengthen the diaphragm                            and serve as a reminder to focus on the abdomen as well.                            In addition, it is helpful if the panicker learns to                            pay attention to breathing as often as possible during                            the day. Notice when the breath stops, notice when it                            jerks, for once an irregularity is obvious, it can be                            corrected. This practice not only fosters awareness,                            it makes the relationship between stress and breathing                            abundantly clear.
Panickers will find that diaphragmatic breathing not                            only calms the effect of arousal at the time of panic,                            it also provides an alternative focus for attention,                            allowing them to focus on their breathing instead of                            on the panic symptoms. As diaphragmatic breathing becomes                            a habit, the nervous system is less susceptible to panic                            in the first place. It usually takes about two weeks                            to become accustomed to the feeling of diaphragmatic                            breathing, and about six months of regular practice                            to make it a habit.
Special Problems in Breath Training
There are a few potential problems that panickers may                            experience during breath training, and it is well for                            both student and teacher to understand them at the outset.                            The most common is that panickers have often developed                            a highly self-vigilant style that can lead to performance                            anxiety. (“Is it supposed to feel this way?”) Micro-managing                            has become a way of life to panickers. The teacher needs                            to be warm—reassuring but firm, letting the practice                            do the teaching, without becoming over-analytical. Breathing                            does not need to be perfect to be good enough.
Sometimes panickers carry a great deal of physical tension                            in their bodies, and in these cases the natural unblocking                            effect of yoga stretches and postures can be helpful.                            Releasing abdominal tension while resting between postures                            promotes deep breathing. Covering the body with a blanket                            during relaxation and breath training can ease the feeling                            of being exposed or vulnerable.
A knot may sometimes form in the abdomen during panic                            attacks, making breathing difficult. As the attack continues                            hunger for air increases, but despite the need for air                            the panicker may feel that holding the breath is the                            way to “catch” it. Relaxed, continuous breathing, on                            the other hand, releases the unconscious tension created                            by holding the breath, and with practice it is possible                            to actually breathe through the knot that forms in the                            stomach during periods of anxiety. As increased awareness                            makes it possible to recognize tension early, it becomes                            easier to remain relaxed. To establish a smooth, unbroken                            flow of breath, the teacher might say, “When you come                            to the end of the inhalation and your abdomen has fully                            expanded, simply relax and let the exhalation begin.                            When you come to the end of the exhalation and your                            abdomen has contracted, simply relax and let the inhalation                            begin. Let each breath flow into the next breath by                            relaxing.”
Beyond Diaphragmatic                            Breathing
Many therapists have begun to use breath training in                            their work with clients, but few have been trained to                            teach more than the basics of diaphragmatic breathing.                            Yoga, on the other hand, offers many additional breathing                            and relaxation skills that can help recovering panickers.                            Perhaps the most effective of these is nadi shodhanam                            (channel purification). As its name suggests, nadi shodhanam                            works to unblock tensions and resistance in the energy-conveying                            channels of the physical and subtle bodies, thus calming                            and strengthening sensitive nerves.
Normal breathing carries away wastes and brings in fresh                            energy with each breath. As energy is brought in, it                            must be assimilated and distributed efficiently in order                            to fulfill the purpose of breathing. That’s where nadi                            shodhanam comes in. The process of channel purification                            slows breathing down and focuses our attention on its                            flow. At the same time, according to yoga masters, this                            practice cleanses the subtle vessels through which physical                            and mental energy is passing. As these vessels become                            cleaner, energy moves with less effort, and its distribution                            and assimilation within the mind and body are improved.                            The result is reduced tension in the nervous system                            as well as a calmer mind.
Nadi shodhanam is not the only yoga tool for deepening                            relaxation. Techniques combining postures, breathing,                            and systematic relaxation kindle a sense of confidence                            in us no matter how much daily life seems to bend us                            out of shape. Exercises that relax both muscles and                            joints, as well as the 61-points relaxation exercise,                            lead further toward relaxed self-awareness. These techniques                            can be taught once students are familiar with the beginning                            practices. (For a detailed description of nadi shodhanam,                            see the Yoga International reprint “Balancing Active                            and Receptive Energies: The Practice of Nadi Shodhanam.”
Expanding the Recovery Process
Along with breath training, panickers need to begin                            the process of resolving their fears. Sometimes they                            do this work on their own or with the help of friends                            and family members. Often, however, a period of psychotherapy                            is needed because the worries and stresses that initially                            contributed to the onset of panic require objective                            attention. Before treatment these factors are outside                            of the panicker’s awareness for some reason. As recovery                            continues, however, they become the proverbial elephant                            in the living room—there is no way to avoid noticing                            and dealing with them.
Often the stresses that are most difficult to recognize                            have to do with significant relationships. A question                            that can elicit awareness is, “Am I avoiding conflicts                            within myself?” As one panicker continued in recovery,                            for example, he was able to explain that his younger                            brother, who was in line to become a co-partner in the                            family business, was performing very poorly. Despite                            many signs to the contrary, the younger brother continued                            to imagine that he was doing well at his work. Addressing                            this problem raised many fears, for it would affect                            a complex web of family relationships. As a result,                            the older brother resisted speaking up and began having                            panic attacks instead.
There are many possible causes of panic attacks—stressful                            relationships, past traumas, fear of separation from                            loved ones are among the most common. One panicker’s                            attacks began when her husband’s promotion resulted                            in his being away from her and their infant twins at                            night. Pleased about the promotion, the husband had                            not been willing to see the effect it was having on                            his family, and the wife had not been able to express                            her fears directly. In the course of psychotherapy,                            this woman learned that finding practical ways to expand                            the scope of awareness and implement stress-reducing                            changes (ask for them, create them, or compromise for                            them in some way), although difficult, was the most                            satisfying process in the entire recovery.
There will inevitably be leaps forward as well as setbacks                            while recovery continues. This is natural, for the recovering                            panicker is learning to work with him- or herself in                            an entirely new way. Whether or not the panicker is                            undergoing psychotherapy, the psychological insights                            acquired through yoga can make a profound contribution                            to this process. A young student once remarked, “Yoga                            stands for You Oughta Get Aware,” because it provides                            such a wide range of tools to help everyone, including                            recovering panickers, do just that.
The Role of Meditation
In addition to the body and breath, yoga works with                            emotions, mental images, thoughts, and relationships,                            seeing them all as part of an integrated whole. During                            meditation, for example, a normally disturbing image                            arising in the mind is greeted by a very different reaction                            than might otherwise be the case. Now the body remains                            rested and still; the breath sends messages of steadiness                            and balance to the emotions and nervous system. Though                            the image might seem upsetting at another time, now                            the meditator can witness it with equanimity. This neutral                            reaction allows time and space for the image either                            to be processed or to pass through the mind without                            disturbance.
What is more, meditation seems to pace itself; it allows                            the mind to gradually gather strength before bringing                            up the images that might prove most frightening or challenging.                            Trivia can be dismissed, but the thoughts and images                            that persist are the ones that have important consequences                            to us. For instance, suppose I begin to recognize a                            deep-seated unhappiness with my work, but at the same                            time I see no other way to support my family. This conflict                            haunts me, affecting my work and frustrating my family                            relationships. Panickers may force themselves to push                            such conflicts out of awareness because they cause a                            discord that seems unresolvable. Meditation will allow                            them to recognize it with less fear so that they can                            see their way through the problem.
Conflict Resolution
Yoga psychology also suggests many techniques for resolving                            conflicts, including acknowledging and accepting the                            conflict in all its depth; recognizing the need for                            some kind of change; resisting the inclination to act                            out feelings or to do nothing; exploring alternatives;                            communicating with others without blaming them; accepting                            feedback from others; using discrimination in accepting                            or rejecting alternatives; surrendering to necessary                            losses; acting with determination; accepting outcomes                            with equanimity; working calmly on a problem even if                            a negative outcome, or no outcome, seems inevitable;                            and letting intuition suggest new possibilities. These                            strategies are derived from what in yoga are called                            the yamas and niyamas—the attitudes toward life that                            are the basis of all yoga practices.
Finding Refuge in Our True Nature
Ultimately, yoga provides a philosophy that places the                            relationships between body, mind, and spirit in a new                            perspective. The Bhagavad Gita, a classic yoga text,                            tells us that “No one has the power to bring to destruction                            this unalterable entity [our true inner self]. . . .                            The body-bearer in everyone’s body is eternally undestroyable.”                            Anxiety arises from attachment to passing and impermanent                            things, but the more we are aware of our own true nature,                            the less anxious we become.
Yoga gives us a practical tool for working at this level                            of awareness—the mantra. This is a word or phrase that                            can guide and protect us. It serves as a focus of attention                            in times of panic, and it is a resting place for awareness                            leading to our true nature. Through its connection to                            the deep spiritual resources that lie within us, the                            mantra pacifies fear and encourages us to persist in                            the face of disturbing thoughts and upsetting emotions.
We cannot prevent life from changing. Life is inherently                            unstable. But during periods of change we can have the                            courage to identify and express our needs. We can look                            for ways to surrender gracefully to the inevitable.                            We can trust, through our experience of yoga, that the                            essential Self within us will guide us through the emotions                            of change successfully.
Dr. Rolf Sovik is a licensed clinical psychologist                            in private practice in Buffalo, NewYork. He has been                            practicing and teaching yoga for more than twenty year
 
As sufferer myself I can relate to all that you have said your article. I’m sure it will be of benefit to others too. I suffered from been a child so I can understand the problem of panic attacks more than most. Thank you for listening to me.
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